Hello! How have you been? Hope everything is well with you guys. I was gone for past month, it was a crazy hectic month 😓 but now everything has back to normal and I’m glad I can be here again 🙂
I want to share what I went through this past month. It wasn’t something bad, just a lot of new things that needed a lot of adjustment from me. A month ago my classes started and I got a new job, which means double job for me since I already have a job that I’ve been doing for two years. The reason why I looked for a new job was just because I want to try something new and I wanted to challenge myself to a new level. I thought that it’s just going to be a little bit busier than it used to be. But I was wrong. 😱😱😱
It was very overwhelming because I was taking two classes, that requires sewing at home, at the same time. I took so many classes because I want to finish my school as soon as possible, but I didn’t examine my capabilities well. Those two classes themselves take 10 hours per week. While I know a lot of people are capable of doing so, that’s not the case for myself, especially I have to keep up with the two other classes’ homework and projects AND ALSO had to work for five night shifts that start at 5 pm-ish and one whole day in a week. And I have to be honest, I’m not one of the smartest people on earth (obviously), that I need to learn new stuff and practice several times to fully understand it. 😑 😒
My new job itself took a quite amount of time of my life to learn and also to complete the training. It was tough for myself doing both jobs simultaneously also adjusting in between them. I have less time with my family and to exercise which is quite upsetting for me plus I was so stressed out that I was breaking out so bad 😫 😩 😤
I ended up drop one of my classes and quit the new job because it was too stressful for me. People might not see it on the outside, but on the inside I was literally questioning every single day whether I should stop doing this to myself (lol). I wanted myself to grow, but I might ended up hurting myself instead (okay maybe I exaggerate it a little bit, but it’s true).
It was very unfortunate that I can’t keep everything together, but hey, I tried. And trust me if I could I would, but things happen for reasons and maybe these things happened to teach me another important life lesson .
Moral of the story : know and understand yourself, also, don’t rush things. Remember, good things take time. But of course,
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